24/04/2009

Oriented



I believe every man is created equally. Our strengths and weaknesses are proportioned. Some people appear to be riches; some seem to be rags. Complaint begins. I used to complain about the unfairness of life. But now, I don't know what it is that has baptisized me. I feel unprecedentedly enlighted.
Life is a pie chart. Our advantages and disadvantages are alloted already in the pie. Those who keep repining is the ones who haven't discovered the advantage-part in the pie. That's why we call life a process of seeking. We are in pursuit of happiness and this happiness is decided by how much positive part we can find in this pie chart.
I envied those who could find their beloved who they were willing to spend the rest of their lives. I was in the dilemma of looking for my someone for a long time. I should "accept what cannot change and change what can be changed". A friend once told me,"it may be very important, but it by no means is the most important." It is destined. Why don't I be tolerant to accept it, and ignore it?
I am designed to be like that, which means I am no among the mediocre.
"Let it be,man"
I should readjust my value and set a goal, a lifelong goal worthstriving for.

13/04/2009

In a Bad Shape

I am in a bad shape with a very good friend.
The cause is negligible. He shouted at me in front of crowd of people.  I was considered to be a kind person who didn't easily lose my temper.  He had used to ask me to show my feeling. He wanted to help shape me in a mode which he regarded as acceptable for a man. He believed men should be rude sometimes. So, I lost my temper then.
I shouted back afterwards. I have refused to talk to him for over two week, if I don't remember wrongly.
He's sometimes a fake.  I don't loathe him, but I don't like him in some ways.  I don't believe our friendship is going to wrench from now.
All I want to do is remain how it is now.
 

12/04/2009

In the Morning

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