In a Bad Shape

I am in a bad shape with a very good friend.

The cause is negligible. He shouted at me in front of crowd of people.  I was considered to be a kind person who didn't easily lose my temper.  He had used to ask me to show my feeling. He wanted to help shape me in a mode which he regarded as acceptable for a man. He believed men should be rude sometimes. So, I lost my temper then.

I shouted back afterwards. I have refused to talk to him for over two week, if I don't remember wrongly.

He's sometimes a fake.  I don't loathe him, but I don't like him in some ways.  I don't believe our friendship is going to wrench from now.

All I want to do is remain how it is now.